I deactivated my Twitter account last night, and then I woke up at 4:30am and logged back on to find my followers list at zero. But when I looked up a handful of people it showed they’re still following me. I hope this means the app just needs to update and my following will be restored. Otherwise this is pretty devastating.
I guess this is an appropriate opportunity to admit that I’m not having a very good time lately. I can’t go into details but let’s just say 2018 was a year of really bad luck, loneliness, uncertainty, and thick, soupy, hard-to-navigate depression.
I apologize for my erratic behavior, my reactionary nature, my loudness, and anything else you might find annoying.
I may be loud on Twitter but in real life I’m quiet as a mouse. It’s hard not to be when no one wants to talk to you.